I wish we can be close again too.

"used to" a Heartbreaking words to use. Yes I agree. Things change. Maybe It's me, maybe I did change, but I know that I am not the only one.

I am not pushing the blame. Just that I don't think me alone can do anything to hurt the friendship. I have been trying hard to bring things back, but obviously I failed. Friendship is not a thing that can be handle alone.

After this few weeks, I realize that I am just battling alone.

I know I still in love, but not really everything I try to do is to pleased her. So don't assume that there is a motive for everything I do, sometimes I really felt hurt when I just ask a simple question that concerns a friend, it turns into something bad.

Do I really look that bad?

Yup, maybe I shouldn't cross the line of friendship in the beginning and maybe things won't happen this way.

Yes of cos, I have my reason.

don't think by saying it out can solve the problem.

A camp with/without Andy is still the same.

You won't understand.

Maybe its me. I am the problem.

Just don't wanna feel uncomfortable during camps anymore.

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