Ever since Holiday started, everyday is just like nightmare... Today is not exceptional.
Waking up feeling so rotten, I promise Kejin to help him to fix up his computer by meeting him at Sim Lim Square at 10am . . . so I have to drag myself out of the bed and do what ever human being should be doing in the morning preparing to go out.
Taking MRT is really a torture to me. . . so much buffer time. . .
11am. . . Felt so sorry to Kejin for waiting for me. . . Computer Fixed! Went to Kejin's House to do the final touch up for him. . . While waiting for the installations. . . Kejin and me played WE11. . . although I was laughing around when we are playing. . .but I doesn't seems to be happy. . . It's just Andy trying his best to the best entertainer.
2.30pm. . . Left Kejin's house and reach school for Club Program meeting. . . planning on how all the games work and how scary the night walk going to be, as a man at a mental state of mine is quite demanding even for an entertainer. . . but the tide change during 3 plus. . . My laptop sounded. . . I lied. . . I am sorry. . . White lies. . . sound ended around 30 minutes later
Finished meeting at 6 plus. . . left the club room with a broken heart. . . traveling back home isn't an easy job. . . smsed and received smsed. . . While traveling on the train, I was so tired but something kept me awake. . . my brain! It never fail to stop thinking of things. . . it never fail to put in pictures into me. . . "flashbacks" I HATE IT!
Reach home. . . feel like ****. . . but still need to help a friend to finish her excel assignment as promise. . . before doing. . . I blogged. . .
I am trying fix myself up, but its really really hard. . . I can't control my emotions T.T
Labels: Pain of an Entertainer
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